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I'm a dark gothic poet and this is some of my work and or oppinions

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August 2015

Why?

Why do people get offended by vulgaity? Why about others sexual orientation or nudity? Why do people get offended by women breastfeeding and compare it to a man wipping out there penis?
Honestly ladies and gentlemen I am a vulgar mother fucker. That does not mean that when I comment that I am “getting my shit” that have to comment that “your right it sure is” you could have just let my sentence slide like water off of a ducks back. But noo you had to reply and get what you believe to be the last word. Where you trying to one up me, did I hurt your feelings? Where you trying to get a response?  Was the “ok”  you got when you pointed out your little note sufficient? Or did you want more?    Did it make you feel like a man? Was I being mean to you? Shame shame on me for not caring about your five year old feelings and your tiny penis. You don’t care about me and my feelings.  I am not upset when you don’t care about me.  I get upset when someone is rude, childish, stupid (which is different from not smart about something or mentally diffrent). On to the next subject.
Sexual orientation, why do people get all up in arms when someone of the L.G.B.T.Q. orientations holds hands or kisses in public, or anywhere for that matter? It doesn’t rub off!! You can’t catch it!! You are born that way.  You don’t get to pick and choose.  I didn’t get to choose to be straight.  At no time have I ever had to check which one I wanted. I don’t remember getting to pick my gender, orientation or skin color. So I don’t understand why people get up in arms about these things. I didn’t pick being a goth or a pagan either. That’s just how I am. Stop getting offended by things no one can help. It makes you look stupid. People of the L.G.B.T.Q orientations deserve and HAVE the RIGHT to get married, raise babies, kiss and hold hands in  public and in general be just as happy as non L.G.B.T.Q people.
Now, nudity ahich will also tye into breastfeeding. Now I will admit that I don’t much care to see naked people. But I don’t tell people they can’t go naked. I just don’t look. I’ll admit the first time I saw so.eone breastfeed in public I had to stare for a minute to see what they where doing. They where so covered up that I could not tell if they where feeding or smothering the baby. Once I figured out what was going on I stopped looking. I have nothing against breastfeeding. I even tried it with my child. She was/is allergic to breast milk so it didn’t stick and I didn’t produce much anyway. Speaking from personal experience it’s hot under those blankets. No one should have to hide under one to eat. Breastfeeding is a choice, you don’t absolutely have to do it. However it is free and the best option to choose if at all possible. Wiping out a beast to feed a child is not the same as wiping g out your penis. Your sick is a sex organ. Breast are secondary sex organs. Meaning if you get hard seeing boo so that you have a fetish. Like when I salivate over a muscled, tattooed and bearded man. It’s a fetish. Fetish is not a dirty word. Stop being a ninny and let the women feed there babies somewhere comfortable. Bathrooms are stuffy. Closets do not get any air and blankets are hot as balls. Babies and mommies don’t like hot as balls. They like comfy same as you and are entitled to it. I know shocker that it is. You are not the only person with rights and privileges in this world. Grow up and get over it fucktards.

Blessed be
pagan Hyde
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Women to admire

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Blessed be
pagan Hyde
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not your average woman

Today I was told I need to watch my mouth. I am a grown ass mother fucking woman I can say what ever I gods damned well want to. I was told this by a 62 year old man that drops the N word daily. The guy that told me this is my dad. I also get told its not “lady like” to cuss or spit. My sinuses drain down my throat, that’s why I spit. I hate snot, I can’t stand the sight of it. If I swallow it I will throw up. It’s also not lady like to work multiple jobs and have muscles and be stronger and smarter than a man but guess what. I do all of that too. Life makes you hard and if that is not lady like than people can just fucking deal with it.

I make people uncomfortable, I think its because I challenge them. I challenge what is normal and acceptable, I don’t keep my mouth shut about much and I don’t care if people don’t like me. I make my mom uncomfortable because she wants people to like her, my dad because I act like a man, most men I meet don’t like me because I am more “manly” than they are. They want someone that they can rescue and tell what to do. They want someone who will not ask questions or be smarter than them. I don’t need to be rescued, I ask questions and am not stupid or week. If you want Bella Swan, then you are at the wrong place. I do not need saving from the dragon, I am the dragon. I earned my crown of stone in blood and bone. this is no tiny tiara on my head. This is a crown of stone on my head and I earned this bitch.

blessed be

pagan Hyde

finished products

teeny tiny baby back to me step
teeny tiny baby back to me step
slightly larger but not by much project
slightly larger but not by much project

Finished things

So on this journey of getting back to me I have finished two tiny projects and gotten about half way through about three others. Today I am cutting strip for the rug and my monkey is drawing a panda. This is how we bond. One of our other cats has decided he would like a rug too. I am currently waiting on a information packet from a local college to see if I want to go there this winter/spring semester. Maybe I will get around to putting pictures ip today. Now if only someone would buy my stuff. Be back later ladies and gentlemen.

Blessed be

Pagan Hyde

Projects

20150730_111536 This is a rag rug I have been working on. I took over eight hours to tie short pieces of fabric to a clothes line. I ended up with about 15 feet of clothes line covered.

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This is who the rag rug is for. I have been working on sewing the clothes line together three hours at a time. The fingers start to get soar after awhile. This is my moms cat Iris. She loves this fabric. It’s one of the few things she loves. Iris is six years old and only likes one of our other cats. She also only likes my mom. She has an icy personality so blue fabrics are all that are being used. Until I run out.

20150727_135340 I’m off before my computer dies. be back later tonight probably.

Blessed Be pagan Hyde

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